Does the past call out your name?
Do you look at me and wonder,
Wonder why your heart has entwined with mine?
Do you ever feel there is much more to life than what we have?
Are you stuck between life and our love?
Because I am…
I want to love you the way you love me
I want to need you the way you need me
But the boat is not floating that way
I’m scared to look inside
I’m scared to talk to the demons inside
The road I have chosen for myself is a bumpy one
My heart breaks for you
My body yearns for you at night
My heart cries out for you every second
But my soul repulses you
How does it feel to search for love from a cold heart like mine?
Does it hurt every time I play with your wound?
Why you made me your world whilst you were just a small town in my heart?
Why you expect me to love you back when I don’t know what love is?
I pray you move on and realize
I was never the right dame for you
I hope your next one treats you better than I can
Above all, I hope she gives you the love I could never be able to
As for me, my past is calling me.