Tag Archive | feelings

Calling by the Past

Calling by the Past

Does the past call out your name?

Do you look at me and wonder,

Wonder why your heart has entwined with mine?

Do you ever feel there is much more to life than what we have?

Are you stuck between life and our love?

Because I am…

I want to love you the way you love me

I want to need you the way you need me

But the boat is not floating that way

I’m scared to look inside

I’m scared to talk to the demons inside

The road I have chosen for myself is a bumpy one

My heart breaks for you

My body yearns for you at night

My heart cries out for you every second

But my soul repulses you

Tell me…

How does it feel to search for love from a cold heart like mine?

Does it hurt every time I play with your wound?

Why you made me your world whilst you were just a small town in my heart?

Why you expect me to love you back when I don’t know what love is?

I pray you move on and realize

I was never the right dame for you

I hope your next one treats you better than I can

Above all, I hope she gives you the love I could never be able to

As for me, my past is calling me.