Archives

The Sinner’s Church

I came here for love – nothing else

Now make my fantasies come right

You been talking me up

Now is time to reveal your cards to me

Are you Acing up the game, babe?

Or are you all talk no show?



My attention is all on you

Be my good-good, be my mistake, be my jackpot

But wherever the wind blows this,

Imma be the show for you – a freaky one

Do you own the exclusive ticket to this?

I’m a kinky kinda person, you like?

You like?



I take my Fridays naughty

I prefer guilty pleasures in the week

Confess all on Sundays

But when I start to daydream

My mind turns straight to you

You ready for this?



Most days, I don’t do hearts and love

Most days I’m all for ships that sail to lost places

But right now, I’m all about making you the king of this palace

You are the kind of trouble I’m willing to sip on

You are my kind of church

Advertisements

Standing Ovation… to You (You’re not a Victim)

bully-655659_1920.jpg

Sticks and stones may break your bones

I know some days it’s hard to get out of bed

But just know that they can’t take your shine

You’re that lone, guiding star shinning bright down for the travellers to see

 

Don’t cover up your light just to be accepted by the crowd

Your shine is who you are so don’t hide it

Dear, you are in your own lane and they are not ready for you

Don’t live your life settling – NO!

 

Words thrown at you might hurt

But just know that you are not what they say you are

Yes, it it’s not fair but life was not meant to be fair at times

They don’t know your destiny – it can’t be interpreted to the ‘unseeing’

 

Don’t be afraid of taking the steps to your happiness

Be afraid to let yourself down

Your path has been drawn with love, mastered with creativeness

The kingdom is all your to rule – own it

 

“Ugly, stupid, fat, too thin, worthless, poor,

You will never amount to anything

You are just a dreamer”

They say… but they are liars

Keep your head up high and ride in the wave of their criticisms

Knowing they are fighting their demons too

Their evil words are just reflections of who they truly are not who you are

 

 

Refuse to give them power over you

You are not a victim, champ

Stay above it all

Let all these make you stronger, smarter, kinder and happier

 

Rather choose to be hated for being real and true to yourself

Than being loved for being phony

The burden of waking up to being someone else is not worth it

Be the ladder of help to those below you!

\\*************************************************//

Always Remember:

Bullying is a blanbully-1061363_1280.pngket worn by cowards.

Bullying is never cool!

Bullying can lead to suicide for those bullied so always think twice before you bully someone.

 

 

 

Miss You

Sweet memories is all I am left with

Emptiness has become my night companion

So many words left unsaid between us

Thousands apologies goes with every tear I drop

My world was you

But you left me crashed with no place to call home

 

 

We had so many plans for us

We had the journey set before us

But somehow you left me in the darkness with the plans you made with God to go away

My knees bruise from kissing the ground in my despair to get answers

My only desire is to just get one last glimpse of your sweet face once more

 

Time is the best doctor, they say

But the days don’t get any better

The echoes of your laughter still haunt me in the mornings

The shadows of the evenings taunt me with every day blanket

 

 

When you said forever I never knew forever had an ending

Every day I find it hard to breath

Though my being wants to despise your departure

I still miss you with each passing day

But I guess you are in a better place.

At night, my eyes close with these questions in my mind;

Are you in the Eastern winds that gently blow the worry from my face?

Are you in the Western rains that softly wash away the pain from my heart?

Exiled Mind

I woke up this morning thinking how bad my life was

Oh the things I could change if I had choice

My bed needed new sheets

I didn’t like the taste of my coffee

I hated my job

The coat didn’t match the colour of my eyes

I could go on about how unfair life was

Till I saw her

 


With one child on her back and one holding to the helm of her skirt for dear life

As she rushed pass me

Tears of regrets and years of bad choices running down her beautiful face

Her tiny feet had dried up rivers going all places

The lines on her face betrayed the beauty she once was

Her ashen face deceived those it can about her time in this earth

The shoes on her feet were one with the dust beneath her soles

They had all their earthly belongs on their backs

 


She stared straight through my soul with her probing eyes

Silently she questioned my ungratefulness

And with shame, I walked away…

It’s Not Goodbye…

cartoon-1300394_1280.png

 

All words lost between us

I could pretend that everything is alright

I could turn my eyes from your lies

If only to hold you close for a little while

I hate knowing the truth

How do I stop loving you?

How can I make you love me again?


 

 

I know you have chosen her over me

But the truth is

Her smile belongs to me

Her laughter should find its home in my heart

Her nights besides you are my nights

Her reality is my dream

How do I stop loving you?

How can I make you love me again?


 

As the night waves us goodbye

My heart sinks in

As I know the kiss of the first sunray

Brings with it your goodbye

Maybe you will stay one more night

Maybe you will love me once again

How do I stop loving you?

How can I make you love me again?


 

I will always be here if your heart ever

Needs home

I knew from the start your love was a lie

But it was a lie I was prepared to live with

But your packed suitcase exposes the truth

How do I stop loving you?

How can I make you love me again?


 

I don’t believed in miracles

But now as I watch your love fades away

I keep hoping for one

The pain is too much to carry

You are my fairy-tale

Only your love will set me free

From the anguish I’m going through

How do I stop loving you?

How can I make you love me again?


 

My friends keep on telling me

You’re wrong for me

They say I deserve better

But you’re all I crave

The pain of loving someone

Who keeps on rejecting you was never my intention

I refuse to let you go

Forget the give and take – I’m willing to just give!

How do I stop loving you?

How can I make you love me again?


 

You say the touch of bodies is not enough

Love is more than lovemaking

And I thought our steamy episodes were all for making love

For creating love

You say love is two souls that connect

But why should it be her soul?

How do I stop loving you?

How can I make you love me again?


 

I hope she loves you the way I do

I hope she lets your body to rhyme with hers whenever

Your desire arises

But for tonight I just want us to be one

My flesh to your flesh

My desire to your desire

My need to your need

Soul to soul

So tell me, how do I say goodbye to you?

How do I stop hoping?

cartoon-1300394_1280.png

Compromised Love (Unintended Breakup)

oil-painting-1537243_1920.jpg

 

Set me free

Set my soul free

Quench the burning feeling in my stomach

I know you don’t mean to hurt me

But somehow you keep letting me down


 

Your love is all I ask for

I will hold this world on my shoulders

Just to hear you say you still love me


 

I might not be enough in your eyes

But letting go has never been my strongest trait

The hold you have over my heart is unexplainable


 

The heavens testify on my behalf

The world without your love to wrap around me

Is the world I don’t intend to see

Just love me enough to extend my next breath


girl-1514203_1280.png

I don’t want our cherished memories to become my nightmares

I don’t want to make love to your ghost anymore

I can’t keep on kissing your face echo

I want the real thing

And you are the real thing


 

Call me unreasonable

But how can I be reasonable when my heart is in pieces

How can I be fair-minded when my lungs are about to burst from lack of air

Logic has no place here

Because thinking about you all daylong is my self-preservation


 

My love for you has no beginning nor end

My knees will never tire from kissing the ground

Just to see your smile again

The smile meant only for me


 

Your love gives me the strength to face another day

I know my desperation shows my weakness

But I don’t need sympathy from anyone

I just need your love

Your burning love


 

Your are the love of my life

But I can see the hesitation in your eyes

You question it all

And the answer to all is that no one will ever love you the way I do


 

Our love is not some Physics experience

So never ask for your ‘space’ or your ‘time’

This heart is too weak to accept that


 

All I ask from you is to have mercy

For this girl will keep on coming back to you

Each time you push her away

Goodbye was not part of our ‘Hello’

farewell-20196_1920.jpg

 

 

 

The Hero I Could Be

 

woman-616309_1280.jpg

If it was not for my cowardice

I’d have made a good hero for you

When everyone ran away

I could have held you hand when you asked me to

But it was too much for me


 

As I watched your soul drift away

I knew I was born a no hero

Sorrows make for great heroes

But I have my own monsters to fight


 

We are fated to conflicting worlds

My need for self-praise betrays  the strength I hold within

The journey I chose for us flows in twirls


 

The world needs its heroes to sing a new song

A song of truth

But all heroes are ordinary

The brave ones conspire against the angels


 

Still a hero for you is what I will pursue for the rest of my breathing life

But until then I will hold you dearly in my heart

 

signature_1

Vinatge you Sign

Please visit my other blog: here